where i have been ...

well i havent updated this blog in a few weeks.. i have pnuemina and am still recovering from that....

so miserable...

my ankle is getting better BUT i havent been able to get much done , design wise, i havent even started my ct commitments for november yet and i have to keep the foot propped up on a chair next to my desk witch kills my back,,,if i leave it down it will swell like a balloon,,,,i just hate this i cant do any of my normal activities....im just miserable....

I'M BACKKKKKKK!

OK WELL I HAVE BEEN BACK A COUPLE DAYS BUT HAVE BEEN SOOOOOO TIRED,, THIS HAS BEEN 1 HECK OF A WEEK... GLAD ITS ALMOST OVER LOL

FIRST OFF, WE GOT ISP BK ON , I WORK TUESDAY AND THURSDAY 12 HR SHIFTS BOTH DAYS, WAS SO TIRED ON WEDS I DIDNT DO MUCH ONLINE , I MAINLY SLEPT,,, FRIDAY I MET A POSSIBLE NEW CLIENT , GOT MY CHECK DID LAUNDRY ALL BEFORE SCHOOL GOT OUT,, I HAVENT SCRAPPED IN DAYS........
I DID HOWEVER GET MY PART OF A BLOG TRAIN MADE,, ...

MY LIFE AND SCRAP CAME BK ONLINE FINALLY, YAY!!!!!

I HAVE BENE UPLOADING LO'S TO DST BUT THATS IT,, WORKING ON GETTING EVERYTHIGN POSTED AND CHECKIN IN WITH ALL MY CTS..

I ONLY HAVE 13 HRS NEXT WEEK SO FAR SO I WILL HAVE MORE TIME,,,
TG..

IDK IT WAS GONNA BE SO HARD GETTING BK INTO WORKING , BUT I AM GLAD TO HAVE MONEY COMIN IN AND GLAD TO GET APAYCHECK AGAIN...

I AM HOIPIN THAT THEY GET A CLIENT THAT NEEDS 2-3 12 HR SHIFTS OVERNITE LIKE 7PM TO 7 AM,, THIS 12 HR DURING THE DAY IS WAYYYYYY TO HARD ON MY FAMILY, IM GLAD IM ONLY HAVING TO DO 12 HRS ON THURSDAYS NOW...

ONTO SOMETHIGN ELSE,
I NOW HAVE A FACEBOOK PAGE,, IDK I WAS GONNA LIKE IT BUT SO FAR FOUND 2 KIDS I GREW UP WITH AND MY BFF FROM HIGH SCHOOL..I FOUND MORE PPL BUT ONLY CONNECTED TO THOSE PPL SO FAR,,

yesterday was the worst day ever!

ok so i got a job finally so i convinced the dh to up the internet speed... well in the process of changing connection speeds odom the modem had a heartattack and died,,,,we have to send out for his replacement so i dont have internet until monday or tues, im at mcdonlds to post this,,,UGH LIFE W/O INTERNET SUCKS!i am taking this time to cleAN out my HDS, ORGANAZE MY KITSsome more and my CU ITEAMS BACK UP ALL MY LO'S AND GRAPHICS I HAVE EVER MADE AND HOPEFULLY MAKE SOME KITS OR START ON SOME LOL
ALSO WE TRIED TO GET ME A CALIFORNIA BANK ACCOUN T AND I COULDNT GET ONE,,,

THEN WE WENT TO DO LAUNDRY AND WE PUT OUR CLOTHES IN THE DRYER AND WENT TO GET SOMETHIGN TO DRINK FOR THE STORE NEXT DOOR AND WE CAME BACK AND THE DRYER WAS OPENED AND HALF OUR TIME WAS RUN OUT SO WE TRY N SPLIT UP THE CLOTHES INTO ANOTHER DRYER AND THE OTHGER DRYER ATE 2 QUARTERS,, UGH SO I BASICALLY LOST 1 BUCK IN THE WHOLE PROCESS WITCH LOSING ANY FORM OF MONEY RIGHT NOW IS A HARDSHIP FOR US,,
UGH CAN THIS DAY GET ANY WORSE

SO WHEN THE KIDS GOT HOME WE OFFERED TO TAKE EM TO MCD'S FOR DINNER SO ME N THE DH COULD GET ONLINE,,,
WELL THEY TOTALLY THREW A FIT ,,,,

THE DAY WAS SO BAD I JUST WENT TO BED RIGHT AFTER BIG BROTHER
ANYWAYS JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW I SHOULD BE BK ONLINE LATE MONDAY OR TUESDAY FOR SURE

jacycee duggard found after..

missing 18 yrs,, she is now 29 w/ 2 kids,,, i rember when she was kidnapped.... a sad story brought to an end. so glad her captors r behind bars and she is bk w/ her family.. they have a long road to recovery,, so sad buyt so happy too,,,,

14 years ago today...

i had my first child .i was 18 and i was almost 2 weeks over due i went to midwives( big mistake) they let me labor for 36 hrs ( hard labor) and my heart rate and the babies heart rate was goin down too so they called the on call dr and he checked me over and was like she needs to have an emergancy c section NOW!!, so they prep me and deliver her . she was the most beautiful baby i have ever seen. She wieghed 9 pns 10 ous and had these big dark blue eyes, she was and is my everything.i can't believe she is 14 today and will be starting high school soon....i miss her dearly and wish i could see her today But i cant... this child has caused me so much grief and pain.....I never dreamed she would turn against me like she did ...i wanted to have a baby girl so bad and i loved being her mom,,i miss the fun time , heck i just miss her period...my heart aches on this day because of all the bad stuff thats happened between us andcuz we cant be together....i know in my heart i did the best i could, thats why i am at peace for the most part bout the situation.. a part of me wonders what happened to that sweet lil baby i gave birth to 14 years ago, so with that i say happy 14th birthday Brandi, i will always love you no mater how mean and hurtful you are to me....

WOW,, WHAT AND WEEK AND THE LAST FEW DAYS

HELLO , EVERYONE IN DIGI SCRAPPING WORLD , THINGS ARE FINALLY SLOWING DOWN FOR ME.Lasst week was very hectic for me with ALL the wonderful trains at the start of the month and we had court on wednesday, and that went in our favor FINALLY ,, my boys got to come home for the first time in over a yr for the weekend, so me n my hubby were cramming to get the bunkbed made and everythign in order by friday nite,,, we had a gr8 weekend together, they will get to come home this weekend for a weekend visit and then on 12/19 they get to come home for good . yesterdAY AM i got called into the office where i work and,,,,

you will have to read next blog to find out what happened,,,, lol

i finally got some time sun nite to scrap, i just havent posted em yet but i will ,,
i still am behind a lil in my ct stuff But i will be cought up soon, i hope all my ct's will understand and wont let me go ,,,

my tag sites have been negleted too , i have been able to fill some offers but not all